Well it looks like I've got myself some sort of free, easy, computerized public expression today. Perhaps I'll maintain it like a good boy, perhaps I'll be another speck on the blog server(s) but either way, even if I forget, it'll be here always (unless of course they would opt to terminate inactive leech users which I would be in such a scenario). I have a feeling, however that i may end up doing quite well at filling this html document with words because I miss my last journal. It burned when I left a candle unattended in my room, as well as all my possessions. I wish there were people you could confide in like a journal but it seems that is impossible... People, unlike paper, respond and in additon dont allow you to remember what you said or thought at a given moment by staring at them. There was a time in my life where i tried to be someone's diary, and it really didnt go very well at all. To make matters worse she had a physical paper one too, and its not nice being cheated on even with an inanimate object, no matter what the context.

By the by, since this is my first post I'll explain Valknut to all of you potentially existent readers. It is a norse symbol that was associated with Odin it literally means "knot of the slain." In more modern times it is used as his insignia by his devotees. Those devoted did so only after years of contemplation, and only when they felt ready or prepared to live or die by his choosing.

I think I'll get into more about Odin in my next post, but right now I'm leaving my 'home' in Connecticut and going to Texas. I have alot of goodbyes to say. I think I'll go to the graveyard first and see my great great grandparents.