He's afraid of wasting his time, or atleast that's what he claimed, and little else.....

Have you ever met a person that was your exact opposite?

Did you love them or hate them?

She just wants her undertakings to work, drowning problems in effort, in denial of low tide...

Have you ever tried to love a person who didn't love themselves?

You carve the corners off the square peg, rendering it utterly mutilated...

or you can just let it go after the first few stabs in the circle it belongs within.

And I haven't been this confused in a while.

I'm still confused about the past, always confused about the future.

I see them suffer in the present.

But I am proud, if nothing else.
How many people do you know with the self discipline to leap blindly at salvation, just cast themselves foreward at something the know in their hearts to be perfect...

Then halted
At the last possible moment
So close they join the line that seperated
As a bird hitting a window

Cast away.

But nary a victim was made, it was mutual.

Quite frankly, I have no choice but to talk to them. Even if I don't want to in the future, simply because I haven't the ability to tell them right now, but I've never been so proud of us both.

Perhaps I honestly have the ability, but not the desire.
Maybe I want to wait and hold onto it so it can age like a wine and my words will intoxicate.

But that's besides the point.
What is the point?

Sometimes desire fucks the shit out of virtue, leaving that poor bastard walking bold legged.... but that wasn't what happened last night.
Last night desire and virtue couldn't be alone, they each brought a friend.
As desire sat leering at virtue from a safe distance, he could feel the cold hand of logic on his neck. Now looking away for the first time in hours, only to plead with logic for a second, desire was shot down.
We like virtue alot, but her friend compassion can be a bit overzealous and protective sometimes. Desire doesn't know who truly prevented villiany last night, but that doesn't really matter now does it?